It had been arranged
that I should go to
Chicago. When Mrs. Lincoln
first suggested
her plan, I strongly objected
; but I had been
with her so long, that she had
acquired great
power over me.
" I cannot go West with you,
Mrs. Lincoln," I
said, when the idea was first
advanced.
" But you must go to Chicago
with me, Eliza
beth ; I cannot do without
you."
"You forget my business, Mrs.
Lincoln. I
cannot leave it. Just now I
have the spring
trousseau to make for Mrs.
Douglas, and I have
promised to have it done in
less than a week."
"Never mind. Mrs. Douglas can
get some
one else to make her
trousseau. You may find it
to your interest to go. I am
very poor now, but
if Congress makes an
appropriation for my
benefit, you shall be well
rewarded."
" It is not the reward, but "
I commenced, by
way of reply, but she stopped
me :
" Now don t say another word
about it, if you
do not wish to distress me. I
have determined
that you shall go to Chicago
with me, and you
must go."
When Mrs. Douglas learned that
Mrs. Lincoln
wished me to accompany her
West, she sent me
word :
" Never mind me. Do all you
can for Mrs.
Lincoln. My heart's sympathy
is with her."
Finding that no excuse would
be accepted, I
made preparations to go to
Chicago with Mrs. L.
The green car had specially
been chartered for
us, and in this we were
conveyed to the West.
Dr. Henry accompanied us, and
he was remarkably
attentive and kind. The
first night out,
Mrs. Lincoln had a severe
headache ; and while I
was bathing her temples, she
said to me :
" Lizabeth, you are my best
and kindest friend,
and I love you as my best
friend. I wish it were
in my powder to make you
comfortable for the
balance of your days. If
Congress provides for
me, depend upon it, I will
provide for you."
From:
"Thirty Years a Slave and Four Years in the White House"
by Elizabeth Keckley
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