God is merciful. He does not want you to be lost, but
he wants you to become His child and experience life to the fullest.

John 10:10

The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy.
I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly.

Ephesians 3:16-21

..that He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory,
to be strengthened with might through His Spirit in the inner man,
that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith;
that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may be able to comprehend
with all the saints what is the width and length and depth and height
to know the love of Christ which passes knowledge;
that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.

Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think,
according to the power that works in us, to Him be glory
in the church by Christ Jesus to all generations, forever and ever. Amen.